One of the greatest things about Steam Gamers is that it can serve as an escape from real life to people at certain times, but you definitely should spend some time out there and find some true friends and maybe even a girlfriend . I'm sure that there are people with similar interests and hobbies as you that live in your area. I've been in the same boat as you plenty of times in my life, but it gets better. You always have some people here in this community to chill with and have fun. Remember man, you only live once, so go do whatever you want to do, but stay out of trouble :).