ThatsNotLogical

12/22/2020 Dear Diary, I woke up today, I ate, had a drink, now I'm heading to bed remembering how lonely I am.

Talking and getting with girls is really about how you talk and act, if you are acting like this in real life and following this almost "nice guy" mindset its no wonder no girl ever has wanted to be around you. Usually a big issue I see with people who struggle is that they neglect a very common step that is important in creating any friendship/relationship and that's being happy; when you are sad nobody wants to be around you, you may believe they might want to get with you because of pity but I mean come on that's stupid, what kind of logic is that if anything you are making them lose interest if they had any to begin with -- people like being around happy people its a very simple psychological concept. Usually if you act lively and optimistic about things people will catch on and you'll begin to make friends, after that just be charismatic and if she gains interest or if you believe she has gained interest you shoot your shot and ask her out. Then things either work out or they don't. It isn't like people have ever been rejected either, happened once to me, its just one of those things that happen you know.

Congrats

The Things They Carries by Tim O’Brein, it’s a realistic fiction about the Vietnam war. Honestly from reading the first 5 chapters it’s amazing, the author does a great job encapsulating the emotions and burdens the soilders carry on their backs. I’m not one for reading books but this is really good, definitely a good recommendation from me.

In school instruction is better in almost every aspect than online. I can understand everyone’s concerns for health and safety but the fact of the matter is students are not able to learn efficiently enough online to have a fair shot at their final examinations than kids who have opted for in-school. I know many states here in the states didn’t hand out final exams last year and passed everyone if they had a passing average with the exception of the collegeboard AP classes which shall I say from taking part in them personally they were a clusterfuck. It’s a shitty situation all around, the fact that we are still dealing with this epidemic, but hopefully states and schools will work together in order to finish out this year organized as opposed to last years, and let’s hope that we will be able to all go back fully in person starting the 21-22 school year.