Goodbye from Bdcoll

[Bdcoll]

Well i had hoped to write this when i had some time this coming weekend, to step down of my own accord,but it seems the decision has been taken from me so i'm writing this post now so that i can at least say goodbye to SG in the proper way i always intended to do...

 

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I'm pretty sure most of you know me by now, and if you don't well you need to play TTT more! I've been with SG for over 10 years now, back in the days of ZE on CSS, with MG and PB doing great, from there i went to TTT on Gmod and played there all the time. It's there SG went through one of its darkest periods, dwindling down from 5+ active and full servers, down to just a dying Gmod TTT server, and then came the move to CSGO and ZE and the push to make that game our new home. From there its grown and grown to where it is now.

 

It feels odd looking back at it like this, and thinking of all the good times i had on the servers. I never really player on any other server but SG, so if we add my playtime across all 3 games up, and add my SDK time in for making maps for SG i'm at nearly 5,000 hours on our servers, which is rather insane. It's 7 months playing 24/7!

 

I've seen countless generations of SG regulars and admins come and go, some rising to the very top, other taking a turn and falling to the bottom. But always each generation bought their own style of fun and enjoyment to the server, from the early days playing with Ripperz in ZE, Anguish and Extreme in TTT, Shark in PB and more recently proving to Eden that "Can't Kill Bdcoll" means that you can't kill me!

 

Which i suppose does lead into why i'm leaving. Some of you might have noticed me playing less and less recently. I've become rather tired of playing on SG servers. Playing the same gamemode constantly will do that to you, but a big part of it was the admin side. I had admin for over 5 years, and through all that time i rather enjoyed keeping order on the server. But over time it became more and more of a drag, until the last 6-7 months it felt like playing on SG was no longer fun, but a job i had to go in and do. I had hoped playing undercover might have helped out, but you TTT guys are sneaky at calling us undercover admins out! and i never could resist the urge to smite down any RDMer's blowing my cover.

 

So back at that start of July i started taking a break from CSGO/SG. I had hoped taking the time away would bring back my desire to play on SG to have fun, but sadly it hasn't. Which has led us to here

 

I won't list everyone i've ever played with to thank or to say goodbye to, theirs way too many of you and i'd hate to forget someone and for them to feel left out. But i honestly want to say thank you for all the good times i've had playing on these servers. I've made a lot of good memories and friendships here. Maybe one day i'll be back, maybe i'll even use my mic for once, but for now goodbye

 

 

Can't Kill Bdcoll!

[Yang]

Goodbye friend, you will be miss. Come back soon and say hi to the fam whenever you have the time. It was fun playing with you.:(

[fantastic]

A pillar of TTT for sure. Thanks for the work and laughs you put in over the years Bdcoll you were here when I joined in 2015 and I was surprised to see you still here when I came back in 2018/2019. Hope you can find some time to pop in once in a while and catch up on what's going on cheers man.

[eden]

One of the first admins I came across when I first joined TTT and never once did I have a bad experience with you. From all the shits and memes we'd do, too the more serious discussions of ways to help improve TTT, I just wanna say thanks for all the work you did. Sometimes doing all the dirty work can paint a bad image of a person ,but I for one know the amount of work you've done on the servers. Hopefully this down time will lead to a urge to maybe hope on back sometimes, till then enjoy life my man

[Synk]

I'm sad to see you go although I've seen you around you never really talked much but still seemed pretty cool from what I can tell. Hopefully you pop in TTT or MG sometime just for check ups mate. Well I hope to see you around again b!

[Charliere]

Big F man, TTT lost another great pillar. You were one of the very first admins I met when I started, you've always been super chill and super nice. You'll be missed, make sure you pop in once in a while.

[Noxstar]

Tripmine and matchbox god, can't believe it's come to this day. Always had been glad to see you on the servers and it's sad to see you go, but that's just how life is. Happy you left a memory for everyone to enjoy here at SG. Thank you bdcoll.

[Toasty]

A big loss here, you were one of the first if not the first admin that I noticed when I began playing TTT. I personally recall countless memories of you on the several including the iconic Can't Kill Bdcoll and such. Thanks for all the pointers, help, and patience you gave me when I first got admin even though I was pretty dumb. You'll definitely be missed around TTT, but still do make sure to stop by once in a while.

[BoM]

Friend, you were always there to remind me people are just human and trying to have fun, even when you were just some new guy I had never seen before. Goodbye for now

[Creten]

Can’t kill Bdcool

 

 

Have a good one friend, appreciate all your hard work.