Huwajux

NEVA!

Welcome back! 1 more post for HG.

You finally decided to show your true image in your avatar, I must say it's quite an improvement.

Holy shit when you repped me I gained like 3k points. o_O

You quoted yourself in your own sig! FAILZ!

Sexier than SEXY PACHING? :o

Omg hiiii!! Haven't talked to you in ages!

How are things?

LOL I am exactly the same with homework. I think I've only ever done 3 or 4 pieces of homework in my entire time at school, and they were because I had been faced with the threat of a detention.

Really? I love sociology and I hope I did well in it. I also did economics, maths and philosophy. I'm praying that my philosophy revision pays off because I worked my ass into the ground preparing for that.

I've no clue how my maths and economics are going to turn out. Although I majorly fucked up on my mechanics module which makes up a third of my overall math grade, so I'm not expecting anything great.

I've always cruised through education and got average Bs and Cs in my GCSEs because of it (with an A in physics, which strangely is my least favourite subject). I've always been told I'm capable of higher grades, but I lack any kind of motivation. Always been told I am too laid back.

I wish you the best of luck in your results, I'll be praying for the both of us.

Hehe, what's worse is I'm getting my results tomorrow (well, technically today) for my AS exams.

Thank you for your thoughts. They have put things in a slightly better perspective for me.

I could either fight for my own sake and argue that what I did wasn't really that bad and has been blown out of proportion, which may or may not get me a lesser punishment, but would result in my reputation being ruined. Or I could accept what I did was wrong and apologise to anyone I offended. Of course, cynicism will rear it's ugly head. Even now, the fact that I've talked about weighing up my options and deciding which way to head seems like I've made some premeditated decision to lessen the impact on my own person.

People could also think I'm just trying to get off the hook and playing the innocent guy who went too far. I'm not like that and my friends who know me will believe me, and that's enough for me.

(2 posts because it's too long, sorry. )

Thanks for your kind words. The people who know me personally understand that I don't post those kind of extreme comments for kicks. Heck, when Tyrant came into the chatbox and told us to grow up, I made a sexist remark which wasn't meant to be intentionally malicious. She didn't respond so I knew I upset her and felt the need to apologise.

Of course, that is no defense for me saying those kinds of things in the first place. These kinds of issues are tricky.

Sexism was brought up due to the thread in the rules discussion sub-forum. Then people began taking it off by acting making sexist remarks. One of which was "Women are good for -------." I mentioned raping and beating and looking back on it now, I myself am surprised I said it.

I have a lot of female friends in the community and that is why I'm particularly upset about it. Another main reason is that I'm a CA. Never in a million years did I think I was going to make CA, but the higher ups promoted me for a reason, and making those comments in the chatbox doesn't reflect the expectations required of me and is kind of a kick in the teeth to the BDs (or whoever decides who gets promoted).

Of course, everything at the moment is a bit sensitive as to how things are handled.

Sorry, I misread. Whatever the punishment is I'm sure it will be fair.