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(fire ass cover) Travis Scott's newest album under Cactus Jack. This album was honestly really nice to listen to. I think people definitely overhyped themselves into disappointment, but those who were willing to listen to it for what it was were pleasantly surprised for this album. This album felt a lot like METRO BOOMIN's: ACROSS THE SPIDER-VERSE album, both being very theatrical at parts. It was very theatrical to me, it felt less like an album for casual fans, and as if he's making his way onto the big screen. If this album was entirely used in his newest movie/short-film CIRCUS MAXIMUS than I would understand that entirely. HYAENA, especially the beginning (not the weird vocal part) felt a lot like I was watching a 1990's black basketball like film, where the camera pans in a shitty part of the Bronx's, a couple kids are playing b-ball and we cut to Ice Cube smoking in his car. Very descriptive, I know. HYAENA started off really weird but once you get into it, you get into it. THANK GOD felt a lot like a normal Travis Scott song, pretty good; not too special for me but it's not bad at all. MODERN JAM felt a lot like a Kanye song from his Late Registration era. I don't know how to feel about this one, I love the part at 2:21 and after that it was really solid, it's a refined taste. Honestly not for me, I'd still listen to it though. MY EYES is Travis going into Lo-Fi.. in the beginning, the beat switch on part 2 of the song is very welcomed and I kind of wish it was it's own section since its so fucking hard. GOD'S COUNTRY meh, not for me. Travis could do better. Definitely a filler song, it's just bland. Knowing how experimental and talented Travis is, it's just kinda whatever. SIRENS IS FUCKING GAS. This song I could see Miles Morales swinging to, absolutely amazing. I love the introduction, then that beat switch BOOM! I absolutely love what Travis does with the drums, and in general this song is such a colourful, hype song. Travis.. I thought this was UTOPIA? MELTDOWN I've just become a Drake fan as of lately, and honestly its just a good song. Nothing special about it. Just a Travis and Drake song.. UNTIL THAT FUCKING BEAT SWAP TO TRAVIS shit got hard fast. Loved it. IS YOU FUCKIN CRAZY? FE!N oh god what to say but, FEIN, FEIN, FEIN, FEIN, FEIN. Shit's fire, love it. DELRESTO a Beyonce feature is CRAZY. Beautiful song, reminds me of 2014, hearing BEYONCE's songs as a kid. Great song, no issues with it. I KNOW ? immediately reminds me of a Drake song. It's good. Another filler song, but a lot better than GOD'S COUNTRY. Nothing special. TOPIA TWINS, sucking toes now huh. Travis and 21 Savage carry this song. CIRCUS MAXIMUS is straight from Across The Spider-Verse, like what? This song goes so hard, such a hero song. I love this shit. PARASAIL is a vibe, very relaxing song. Gives some odd Kid Cudi vibes. Good song. SKITZO its a great song. Kanye is such a vibe on this song; I love the flow, amazing car song. Solid Kanye feat, solid Travis song. Travis loves beat switches on this album. LOST FOREVER is great, another song with great flow. LOOOVE Y'ALL FEEL LIKE THAT?! Amazing sampling on this song, amazing flow, something I would've expected to come out on an album called UTOPIA, fucking solid song. K-POP loved it, when it released I was instantly in love with this song. Amazing single off this album, Bad Bunny goes crazy. Lowkey kinda wish they replaced The Weeknd with Don Toliver since he's like used in every other song known to man. Other than that I love it. TELEKINESIS my favourite song on the album. I already loved HEAVEN AND HELL mix, resampling it and turning it into a full song only makes it better. Everyone on this song fucking ate. Perfect song to listen to when you're high and just tryna vibe.. shit makes you float. TIL FUTHER NOTICE James Blake has been on a fucking roll this year. I honestly have no clue who this guy was until Hummingbird, and every time I've heard him he's been fucking great. Sorry if he's big, I don't study artists. This song is very heavenly, and another Across The Spider-Verse song. A great song to end off UTOPIA. Honestly, after really listening to this album, it's a lot better than my first listen. 8/10 for me. Once again this album felt very theatrical and felt like Travis made UTOPIA for a movie. I really did enjoy this album. Can't wait to see what Travis has cooking.

I'm a cold blooded murderer.. Yesterday I had to work two different shifts at work, and the first shift I was putting something down before seeing a little critter crawling around. My fear of spiders engulfed me and I acted impulsively.. I thought it was to defend myself, but I'm just a selfish monster with NO REGARD FOR LIFE. As I killed it, I instantly felt regret, "Why did I do that? What was it going to do to me..? Nothing? It was going to go home.. It wanted to live." I thought the story, "I'm sorry for scaring you, but I didn't know being seen would cost me my life. Maybe if you didn't fabricate the prickly feeling of my legs crawling upon your skin as I walked across the living room floor... maybe if I had a pink tongue, plush fur, a wagging tail, and four legs... maybe you wouldn't hate me. Maybe you wouldn't have loved me either, and maybe you wouldn't have let me stay, but maybe you would have shown me the door, or the window. Maybe, you would have showed me mercy.." I'm sorry little guy, and little guy's. I don't know if there's a right way to justify myself. When is there ever justification to kill those lesser than I? It's the whole reason of prejudice. There is none lesser than I, as there are none above I. We were all made to love that of one another, despite our differences. Who would've thought a spider, and a murder of a life would have taught me that. I'm sorry. 1 John 3:11-12 11 For this is the message you heard from the beginning: We should love one another. 12 Do not be like Cain, who belonged to the evil one and murdered his brother. And why did he murder him? Because his own actions were evil and his brother’s were righteous.

You know what I love and hate about being a damn great uncle. I love how my my nephews and niece love me, but god I hate how much they love me. Like I'm laying down and my door starts getting pounded on and the kids are SCREAMING my name and when I come out they are climbing all over me like monkeys. It's cute but I do not have the energy to match these children. Love them to bits though, its so adorable when they wanna sit next to me and basically cuddle when we watch movies or try to like eat my beard hair.. its fucking weird but oh well. Can't wait for their gaming phase. Gotta humble these little guys.

I'm not gonna participate this year. I think its way more special when they do it every 7 or so years. And I'm not a reddit user whatsoever so the whole Spez thing feels really immature. Only two communities I'd support which is r/teosgame and r/berserk and Teo isn't doing it year so I'm good being left out

What the fuck was this film? I loved it and I'm so fucking confused. This movie is a movie you watch whilst absolutely BAKED. I genuinely have no words for how weird this movie was. I will ABSOLUTELY be watching this again baked to see what its like, but WHAT? WHAT THE FUCK? REALLY WHAT THE FUCK DID I WATCH? WITHOUT SPOILING THE MOVIE I GENUINELY CANT EXPLAIN WHAT I SAW??? It's a mix of society if the dial was turned up 125%, but following the world is a seemingly mentally challenged man who really has done nothing wrong but everything around him goes so so so so so so so so so so so SO fucking wrong. I wish I could explain this movie, I really do.. but it really has no words other than, "what." Why is everyone a crackhead, why did she drink paint, why did she die having sex, why did the play happen, HIS DAD FUCKING BLEW UP???? Like this is the most tame way I can fucking word what I just watched. I love it, I do, please watch it. BUT OH MY GOD WHAT

It's been 3 years since the release of The Last of Us 2, and I want to see if people's opinion of the game has changed. I know mines has. When the game initially came out, I was blinded with bias and thought that the game was horrible for well... obvious reasons. Not until I got my PS5 and played it. I forgot all about the hate, and looked at the game through an open lens. And doing that made the game so much better. I truly do love this game and the characters. Especially Abby. I think Abby had such a good turn around, and her motives were all valid and made sense. Although I do wish you played her a little more. Although the playtime between both characters are fairly similar, more Abby time is welcome with open arms. I have a small amount of flaws with the story but I couldn't care less to talk about them because they are fairly minor. What are your opinions on the game now?

I just finished watching The Whale for the first time.. and it was so beautiful. A lot of movies that tackle on sad or hard subjects get to me a lot. This movie was one of them. God I don't have words for how much I enjoyed this movie. I cried so hard, I'm still crying. The acting was lovely, the characters were lovely, and also harmful. His love for people, literature, the truth in peoples hearts, loving the small things was so inspiring for me. His breakdown, him trying to kill himself, the way the people around him were affected by what he had been doing to himself, was truly gold for me. This movie was amazing. If you haven't seen it I really do suggest you do. God man.. Brendan Fraser did so good. My only thing that I wish the movie did, was have a better ending and maybe showed the daughters true love and attention shine through. Although that wasn't the point of the movie, and it obviously wasn't intended to be that way which I respect whole-heartedly, I do wish Ellie was portrayed to be someone who has messed up, but could make it back. You never get that closure. The end kinda signifies that, but it really isn't too clear on that. I did seeming unlock a new fear watching this movie though. The last thing I want in my life, is to struggle moving. I truly enjoy being an active person; and seeing him like that put a different perspective in my head. I never was disgusted by him, but I never want to be him. What a beautiful movie man. "I need to know I've done one thing right in my life." The delivery of this line will always put a tear on my face.

For a Lil Uzi this is definitely a surprise. Some people might hate it, some might like it. Personally I think it had a few hits that I personally really liked.. and they were the weird ones too. My top songs off this album are: 1. Flooded The Face 2. Nakamura 3. Werewolf 4. Patience (Not the carti leak) 5. The End 6. Just Wanna Rock (clearly) 7. Amped (Maybe?) Some of his other tracks seem like kinda "I gotta just push out songs" type of tracks rather than his passion tracks. CS was also a weird one since he kinda just word for word took System Of A Down - Chop Suey! If it was his own spin on it/a cover maybe I'd like it more, but since I already like Chop Suey it seems really weird to me, just a personal opinion. Lowkey happy Carti wasn't actually on the album.. I really can't stand him. Other than that I'd rate the album a 6.5/10. It was really just average with some special songs here and there. I'll give it another listen or two, but really a lot of these songs just weren't that special. What are your thoughts?

1 last bump just cause

How kind of you! 1.6 now

Welp another lynx video Please enjoy it, and fuck premiere pro sometimes. Also hop on gmod TTT (also its a premiere sorry)

I think I was 14-15? Probably closer to 15

Night Drives with the boys has been really fun.

old man problems

Trying to save TTT on the forums just to be ignored and having basically the whole of SG die whilst I was being ridiculed. Tough world.

Is it Sandstorm or just Insurgency

Bro I mean I know FNAF is some child shit but BROOOO THIS IS HYPEEE

] Apple TV+ has a new original called SILO, an d its quite the watch! The show came out earlier this month, and its a dystopian-like drama. The world that is built in the show is very immersive and very entertaining. There are 3 episodes out so far but it has really peaked my interest. If you enjoy dystopian-like shows, watch this!

The version of Jihad I know of, after per se 30 seconds, your Jihad arms, and you can run around freely until you take it out and start yelling. They also give a visual indicator, a spark emits from the player and you have around 2.5 seconds to shoot them. The point of it killing no one, or someone is entirely dependent on the player. They dont have to buy it, they know the risks involved. If you want to have a longer t-round, dont buy a jihad. The risk involved is still getting gunned down and having achieved nothing. The point of the game is still at the end of the day to win, and using a Jihad to win is very much so a viable option. If anything, I reckon you test it on the server for a day or two and see how people like it. If people don't like it, don't add it, if people like it, add it or think about it. No harm in trying new things, I understand you both don't like Jihad's, but if other people do, whats the harm in seeing how it performs?

Ouch : (. Also I didnt even propose the idea, some random dude on the server did This!! My way of "fixing" the jihad, is having an obviously lower radius, and having the explosion not go through walls, as to make the C4 still very much so viable. I don't see a lot of downsides to having a jihad either, its a risk reward item, you use it, you're out the game- so its entirely player dependent on whether or not you'd want to use it. Regardless, as crazed said it, I'd still play regardless.

then lets make a modded ttt, that is mostly vanilla

But think of the funny moments it would bring, people would love it

someone seems a little mad

Got nothing better to do and I'm listening to Aria Math trying to sleep. It's been 3 months, still not over my dogs death. Its gotten easier but everytime I get a cute or sad doggy TikTok I get really emotional. I miss him a lot. I want another dog, might just get one and deal with the consequences later, I can't live without one. Adorable creatures with nothing but love in their head. I feel extremely guilty over how my dog died. He suffered, it wasn't peaceful. And I feel like I didn't do anything to help him. I know he suffered, it's my biggest pain. Seeing him just lay there crying hurts me, not wanting to walk, play, bark, eat, drink, sleep, cuddle.. none of that. I miss his warmth and his hair. I miss his smell, I miss everything about him. I cant get over it. I wish he had a better life. Maybe he was happy, but I'm not. I see my friends dogs sometimes and it's as if they know I need their embrace. They ignore all my other friends and stick around me. I have also seen a lot of cardinals recently; heard that means something that died that you know is watching over you, I often think its Chewy. I've been playing Solo minecraft for the first time, found a dog and named him Chewy, cried doing that haha, the dog in the game even acts like him! How funny. Solo minecraft is an experience.... Hytale will be better. Recently I have started to think if I've been a good friend, or if I've been shitty. The general consensus is that I'm a good friend. But I don't feel like one. With my best friend, I love him but there's something in me that tells me he's better off without me. I hate the mean things I say to him, even if shitting on eachother is our humor to eachother, it hurts me that I say anything mean in general. I like it when he shits on me, its like the payback I deserve. Even my irl friends enjoy my company a lot, ask for advice, just a fun time, a good hangout where we all enjoy eachothers company, I do like it but I feel like there is so much I do to shape events that they don't ever have a chance to do something. As selfish as it sounds, or arrogant even; I always make the decisions for my friends. I give them the options to, but 95% of the time it falls back to me deciding what we do. I hate that feeling that I'm not allowing them to have their own decisions when it very much so is their own decision to let me decide.. Idk maybe I'm overthinking it. I used "I" a lot in this rant- oh well. TTT was actually so fun today, met a lot of cool people, so that was really nice. A racist came through but ultimately left.. man why do people gotta be racist, such a weird thing to let bother you in your day to day.. skin colour? Lame. Other than that, really fun session. I think I'm done, sorry for that.