lynxie

When you get a kid: they'll be trans by the age of 12 trust me

Today I felt and feel like shit. My English teacher had us go outside, to see, feel, and write about our surroundings. But I leaned on a pole and looked up at the rain and said, "Fuck.. why am I so lonely?" I was feeling like this cause I'm reading, Words on Bathroom Walls; and the main character gets a girlfriend, and they seem compatible. A healthy relationship for two teenagers but- then I was like, why can't that be me? Or, why can't I have more friends. I just wanted to break down but- haha can't be an emotion shit in school... The pitter patter of the rain hitting the grass and concrete side walk.. The sound of a beefy engine in a car rumbles in the distance whilst hearing air exit outside of the nearby ventilation shaft. The feeling of cool rain hitting your hands and the sudden shoulder tap from a stray pellet of rain is a mesmerizing feeling.. But still very.. very lonely. I felt as if the rain was my comfort zone and no one around me was actually there. I looked down at my mud-covered shoes, and it hadn't bothered me that they were dirty. I never get annoyed at dirty shoes; its bound to get dirty, so why get pissy when they are a bit brown? I noticed the dying leaves on the nearby bushes and the yellow color of the leaves on this skinny tree made me feel something about life. "What could you get out of that other than that it's a dying tree?" Us people are like trees. We live to grow, and when it's time: We start dying.. Until there is nothing left. But think about this, after some time, the leaves come back. So why don't we? What makes me, you, your dog different than a tree? We all live the same purpose, and die one way. But then I thought something else. What if the tree losing it's leaves is just the lowest point of its life, before it starts to come back. So is that what happens with us? When we lose our, "leaves" is that our lowest point before coming back to reality? Sorry, I'm weird haha. Have a better day folks?

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Okay! Thanks.

I'm making it at the end of the month, heard of editing, revising, and time- Wait >:( It's coming and its dedicated to you.

Monday: They suck ass. Tuesday: Better Wednessay: God Awful Thursday: SO FUCKING CLOSE Friday: oh hey

@Astral For imgur, does it specifically need to be that site?

Congrats nerds!

Bro this is insane!

even still you continue to destroy me on ttt, well im just bad- best of luck on your recovery!

i am being as deadass as i can possibly be. i have no clue how

I mean, as much as I dont tend to look at cyber bullying, their life isn't set when they are a kid. It's their own life after the fact. Where they go in life is up to them as they grow. But until then.. they are probably gonna stay kids. But no need to harass them online for no reason.

Why was this hilarious to me. Hey man, you do you!

You are entire correct on this! A way to help them with the screaming all be it, would be to defuse them after the fact, since you can't predict them yelling until witnessing doing that. If they love a community, they'll do whatever it takes to stay and be welcomed! So a little advice would always do justice!

If you don't know me, which a lot of you won't; I'm lynxie! Okay that's all you need to know. Know for the topic at hand! I'm a TTT regular, and there is always an influx of kids on the server, and to be fair. A strong amount of players harass them because of their age or voice. And to that, I say relax? You used to be there, think of them as yourself. I have been as understanding as I possibly could to work with these "kids" to make them feel welcomed, and I feel like a strong majority of us should do the same! I understand not everyone will change, toxic people will continue to live, yadda yadda yadda; but if you seperate from the "bad" people, give people a chance. Some of us are bound to have kids one day, and being a parent is worse than meeting an online kid. Did I go off topic? Maybe. Eh- still, as I'm saying; help the kids out and see them as a person, don't put down their mood or emotions because its funny. Cause YOU could be the reason they have issues. And I think we should be a bit more relaxed with them. They are still maturing, help them down that path! Also, for the people on JB, I get it might be annoying to hear a full server of kids yelling commands, KOS's, freedamage or even free kills, but you can just say, "Relax.", "Calm down, we got it." That makes a huge difference. Love's and hugs from your favorite non-furry friend, lynxie!

New site is great for mobile, and I have an app type thing that puts me on the forums automatically, but yea. I just wanted to see what others would say. Thank you!

Okay, I didn't want to make an admin complaint because it's so fucking stupid to punish @20 scrolls for something as minimal of the issue. I just wanted to address this. But the other day when you slayed I just lag, not toggle! for rdm. You said you had been shooting at the roof and not near the detective, and lag didn't see it properly. So you slayed him. But he sent me video evidence of quite the opposite. https://streamable.com/kh20ru (Recommended to start at :52 but it's your choice how you view the video.) I don't want to drag an issue or argument, It happened a couple of day's ago, and it's been floating in my head for a hot minute. I just want to add to forums and I guess this is one of them haha. have a good day!

I would genuinely love for Steam-Gamers to have its own app (on mobile to be precise.) I know its probably not possible to add it, since the community is only so big, yada yada yada. But I genuinely would love to download an app so it's more apparent to me to use the forums more.

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Okay yesterday was lacking, when I'm at home what am I honestly gonna do? Tell you about my splendid Fall Guys game or something? Yeah, corona fucking sucks. I learned that @I just lag, not toggle! has been a member for 2 years, which took me by surprise. Has anyone ever felt a weird sensation of not being able to move? My laptop was dying, and all I had to do was just charge it, but I just couldn't move. I guess from anxiety or nervousness? But I just had to move a literal desk away- I don't know. Thought's flew through my mind and all I wanted to do was stay there. I guess I'm just weird. I almost passed out in French while she was giving instructions, I wanna drop out of this class but, 3 years of a language helps for college, so yay... I hate this class so dearly. I struggle SO HARD to learn a new language. I mean isn't it harder the older you are? I'll use that excuse for now. Though, I shouldn't be using excuses. I just realized, no one probably cares about this but that isn't my intent, I guess it's a diary but I don't need to put a crazy amount of effort into thinking to myself, cause I guess one person is better than none. My ass hurts from sitting down so long, I hate these metallic chair. I can't wait to go home, grab the laundry and just crash. My teachers don't really assign work so that's good. Though tomorrow I have to attend all 8 of my classes, so not fun. I mean I have some study hall's to pass the time but fuck me. I haven't had a dream in a bit, nor a nightmare. I mean maybe I had one last night but I don't remember? I mean most dreams are forgotten anyways? I asked this question before but like literally, how do you make friends. You don't just go up to someone and just go an say, "I wanna be your friend." It's 2020 highschool no fucking one would accept that type of formal greeting. Or informal greeting? Whatever, still; I need someone to eat lunch with who aren't these prank caller type people- It's not fun being around them; but I need SOMEONE to talk to. I mean they aren't horrible, but they are cringey. Pranking calling McDonalds to talk about the Travis Scott meal thing, or whatever, it's so lame. I just stick with it cause being alone isn't the healthiest. But I wanna be healthier. So uh yea, I might type more later today- but so far, Bye losers- I mean lovely people!

So, IT LOOKS LIKE ITS THE WEEKDAY! WOOO!! LETS GET THAT BLOOD FLOWING! Yea I wish I could actually scream that but I don't wanna disturb the neighbors. So how are you guys doing anyways? I hope you're good, if your not, just open up here? So It's the early morning, I'm tired, and I'm at home since I'm doing hybrid. So not much happened today, I mean I attended my classes, kinda. Did some work.. Thats it? I got to talk to a best friend last night, Pink, she's been in Taiwan for awhile and finally decided to call us after like a month. It was nice, though she is 12 hours ahead of mines so.. But It was nice talking to her last night. Walking my dog with no underwear under my pants is just a weird feeling. I'm so used to wearing underwear that my dong was just like, "Bro, I can breathe." Yeah I'm weird. I think I met a gay guy, am I in love- maybe stfu <3 okay bye love u all

Also I'm not doing weekends

Oh, so you're dyslexic? Understood.