Ms. Blargh

Yah i have we are still financially bound so i have had to communicate with him some, and im also retarded and to caring so of course i wonder if hes happy and want to know if he is. But like Vir said im realizing that its painful and I shouldn't. But anyways i'm just happy that I finally realized he wasn't right for me. And i'm never going back and it feels good.

yah i was wondering about that as well :/ Bring back the ability to delete out posts!

o.o wat

LOL

I just wanted to give you guys and update and thank everyone who has gave me advice, listened to my problems, cheered me on, and chatted with me you have no idea how much help you've been Ive grown so much. I learned a lot about myself and about my mistakes. I'm on the path to being truly happy as some of you can probably already tell. Lol don't worry I wont So after a lot of reflecting ive come to realize that this was so true, especially for me, I changed myself so much to be what he wanted that I stopped being myself, and because of it I became unhappy with myself to the point where I didn't even know what I liked anymore. You are wrong