TheVirus

Alienware is not an OS. That's like saying, "Don't buy a Toyota, just get unleaded fuel."

They didn't fail if they got you worked up.

Hi there.

Welcome back, famz

Rat tails are fucking disgusting. I'd knife that shit off if you were my kid.

+1 thread.

Fail nothing. I mean what I mean, know what I mean?

Ik hoop dat je haar zal schitteren en uw vis wordt aan

I absolutely refuse to join this bandwagon.

-bAN7Ts0xBo

Add.

This is perhaps the greatest piece on time travel ever written. It's also by one of my favorite authors, Robert A. Heinlein. All You Zombies is a short story and well worth the read. Quite a mind-fuck. Please don't spoil it for others. http://ieng9.ucsd.edu/~mfedder/zombies.html

Suicide bombs.

Any map that has teleporters should be removed. It's a ROLE PLAYING server. What fucking prison, IN REAL LIFE, has teleports? NONE! All of the electric maps are boring and full of crap teleports and hidden secrets.

You can't sign it if you haven't watched Grave of the Fireflies.

My fiance was reading the thread to me and said "Wow, this guy is being very specific with his directions..." She kept reading and said, "Oh, it's at his house. What a weirdo." I think that sums it up nicely. Anyway, I picked up some goodies and will take a snapshot tomorrow. Just got the computer back online.

Your 'bye' thread lacks style and flair. You should have dropped a few N-bombs and maybe called Haggard a dirty little that :censored:s his :censored:ing . Too classy, in my opinion.

Currently, we're on 295, bypassing Richmond, Virginia. Then we're getting on 95 south for quite some time. Anyone in the surrounding areas know any place to pick up some fireworks? I know that the tents are sometimes cheaper than the B&M stores, but I could be wrong. Thanks. (Hooray Android USB tethering and 3G).

Yeah, it kind of is.

My only complaint is that there weren't a lot of over-the-shoulder shots. I know that'll be rough to do, but it will raise the excitement and panic levels incredibly. Seeing the action from a player's perspective makes the audience feel like they are there and not just watching it through a CCTV. A proper PB video, in my eyes, would need a lot of cooperation. Otherwise it'll just be mayhem and impossible to understand what's happening. Suggestions: Prisoner AWP bullet cam Camping CT being rushed Evil Simon Says CT AWP bullet cam from sniper tunnel Prisoners finding hidden weapons The lone CT hero being ambushed Prisoners healing in medic room, possibly follow by a jihad Party at the disco Prisoners taking a shot and passing the gun Last Requests Even though we don't allow death games in the server, it is still an incredibly fun aspect when we host BWGTs. You may want to have an AO+ present for filming some of these, at least to keep things in order. For instance, an order is given to all go to big cage, it would be nice to show EVERYONE following the order. Both trailers were very well made and showed the excitement of each game type. Good luck and keep up the good work.

These all happened years and years apart. Rhonda happened in middle school and Bo and Scott happened after I graduated high school. We didn't live in a shit neighborhood, most would classify it as middle to upper class. Everyone's just fucked up in their own way, I guess. I was hit pretty hard by Collin's death, though. The problem for me is that I don't forgive and forget. I may not remember what exactly transpired in school, but I remember people making my life miserable. Going to a reunion and having them gloss over it as if it was nothing is an insult. They had a negative impact on my life and have definitely changed my outlook. Schools never deal with bullies and it's a shame. If my kid is ever bullied, you bet your sweet ass that I'll contact the school and the other kid's parents. If physical abuse was involved then a lawsuit will follow. I don't need my kids having the same fucked up outlook on life as I do. There are many people from school that I haven't spoken with in decades. I would have considered them good friends back then, too, they just decided to be dicks and fuck with me and my family. I'll never forgive those people for what they put me through. It affected me to the point where if I needed a transplant or transfusion and one of them was the only donor, I would deny it. I couldn't live with myself knowing that those people, whom tormented me with no remorse, are a part of my body. You hear stories on the news about bullies and kids fighting back, but I couldn't. I was 4ft nothing back then and when you have 3 taller kids trying to shove your head in a toilet filled with piss and shit, there's not much you can do besides scream. Teacher came in, stopped them, and nothing happened. No punishment. 'Boys will be boys.' Some of the shit I went through in school was borderline torture. I don't remember it, thankfully, I just remember being miserable and did my best to avoid certain people at all costs. How would you feel if you were in wrestling in high school and some Arnold Schwarzenegger lookalike slapped his horse cock on the back of your head? Yeah, I told the coach about it and he kicked him off the team and then things got worse. High school. Good times.

When I was taking myself off of them, without doctor consent, I was weening my way down. Instead of taking 100mg a day, I would take 75mg. I did that for about a week and then went to 50mg. Then the incident happened and the rest is history. Believe me, I want to quit taking the meds, too, but I doubt I can. I never initially took them for depression as I was in my final years of college, girlfriend was up there, classes were good, and all was well. I took them because I had noticeable mood swings. Not sure if it's bi-polar or not, but I'd sometimes wake up angry for no reason or very irritable. Other times I'd wake up and feel like doing nothing. I knew this wasn't right and my girlfriend noticed this as well. So, I went to a doctor and told them the story. They said that Zoloft would help balance out my mood and keep me on an even keel, which it did. Then I started forgetting to take them, I usually take them at night before bed. Missing 1 dose made me feel absolutely horrible. Dizzy, light headed, tired, clumsy, nauseous, and the likes. It's difficult to explain. The effects worsened when I went on a weekend vacation home and forgot them. 3 days without taking them and I was in pure hell. I had to go to a local doctor to just give me a temp dose of 4 pills. The sad part is, I just visited my doctor today and didn't even bring up getting off of them. I completely forgot. All I wanted to do was get my refill and get out since I only have about a week left and I'm moving next week. I was too worried to talk about anything else. I asked if there were any alternatives to my SSRI and he suggested Cymbalta, but it's more expensive and there is no generic available (remember, I have no insurance at the moment). Anyway, I think that sums up this rendition of my wall-o-text feature.

I have a habit of burying bad memories so much that it's difficult to remember them. My high school years were pure torture, being as I didn't hit puberty until about 16 or 17. I was a runt. Let's see what I can remember. Collin - Hung himself. Me and a friend found him while looking for a neighbor's cat. Scott - Shot himself Scott's neighbor that taught me to repel down trees and shit, OD'd on something. Bo - I think he shot himself or drove his car off a cliff, I don't remember. Rhonda - Not exactly suicide, but her mother went nuts and shot her and then herself. Sal - Not suicide, but died of cystic fibrosis, was a close friend. It was also the first time I ever went to a wake. First time seeing a dead body. It was in high school sometime. I know there are more, but I can't remember them. My mom used to read the obituaries and tell me about high school and middle school friends that either died or committed suicide. I told her to stop. A friend recently sent me a message on Facebook asking if I was going to go to a reunion they were putting together, I said no because high school was miserable for me.

I really don't like music. I listen to talk radio. Sometimes I'll listen to NPR, classical, or classic rock. It all depends. I hate rap/country/pop. Most all music made after 2000 is just catchy garbage. I'm looking at you Ke$ha and Miley Cyrus. But, hey, I believe I sung 'The Final Countdown' on vent using Auto-Tune a while ago. Skitzo should have the recording.

If you want to get back at your parents, kill them with kindness. It will change their tune. You might not want do, but do it. When you wake up in the morning, give your parents a hug and tell them you love them. On weekends, wake up early and make breakfast. Help out with dinner. Get them gifts for their anniversary. If they yell at you, talk to them in a polite and low tone that you want to talk about it civilly. If they ask you to do a chore, do it. If you're in the middle of a game or mission or something you consider important, ask their permission (as politely as possible) if you can do it later.