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i cant decide what color or size i like best. right now im green and i forget the size. havent really tried it very small but maybe it would help. or maybe i should stop running and shooting

barber thats kind of fucked up but still pretty damn funny!!

have you thought about working at a bank as a teller? they just require a little bit of customer service experience. id think that the pay would be decent, and you wouldnt have to work incredibly late during the week, only a little bit on saturdays, and never on sundays. as someone said, as a waiter or bartender at a restaraunt. there's decent money to be had in that business but you'll be working pretty late as you always have some cleaning and stuff to do after the restaraunt closes. i used to bus tables at a restaraunt and i saw how busy and stressed the waiters were, especially on weekends, so if you like being really busy at times and can talk easily with strangers, then you could look into this. restaraunts have a high turnover rate and are always looking for waiters. theres always jewelry stores in your local mall. not the shoddy stands sitting in the middle but an actual store. hours wouldn't be too bad, it would be a fairly low stress environment, and you get a little commission from each sale. my friend who just quit from a large jewelry chain was making a little over $8 an hour which is a hell of a lot more than i would have made in high school. then, again as people have said, there is the military. guaranteed paycheck every two weeks, usually dont have to buy your meals and they provide a place to stay. but you cant quit IF WHEN it starts to suck. plus, thats not the kind of thing you just go and do just because you want a job. but if you're interested, pm me and i could provide a little more info

sorry to hear this man! 47 is way too young. as everyone else said, just focus on the good memories.

excellent, cant wait for these "more bigger changes"

hahaha at 4:17 he doesnt even hit those last two crashes to end the song hhahhaa

i hear the Muse are amazing live! i saw motorhead here in the states in august and while it was so loud and my ears were muffled for 3 days, im glad i can say i got to see them. lemmy was using this beautiful rickenbacker bass. id love to go to europe and hit up some of there festivals someday. the US has some but it always seems like europe gets some killer lineups

i dont think i ever missed a dose. sounds like the effects of trying to ween off too quickly but only worse. its like when you're weening off too fast, all of the symptoms that first caused you to take the medicine are at the worst you've ever felt them. i can't imagine going 3 full days in a row without! geez. IMO, these meds really kind of mask the problem. they sort of provide breathing room so someone can think clearly about why they are feeling off. do you go to a gym or get some kind of regular excercise? sometimes changing to a healthier diet and/or adding excercise can help these things. have you considered counseling too? i cringe at the idea of it, but maybe some day ill end up trying it. although like you said, you dont have insurance at the moment, so that could be expensive. good luck getting insured. i was recently denied health coverage by a company that my family has been with forever solely because i took an SSRI for a short while. I even assured them on the application and over the phone that i wouldn't be seeking further treatment or anything and still got denied btw not trying to sound like a mother or a know it all, just trying to suggest some things that ive read/tried.

damn, jihad mod was back for like 3 days, now its gone again really makes me sad.

i read the first few pages of this thread then saw how old it was then skipped to the end. glad your situation got sorted out and im glad you didnt end up killing yourself. as far as SSRIs go, and im hoping your doctor told you this, you cant stop them totally in one day. you've got to lower your doseage a little bit every 4-5 days until you're down to zero. a few years ago i was taking paxil, and i was having issues getting my refill before my current one ran out, so i would have to quit every month and then start back up. it absolutely SUCKS when you are quitting if you try to do it too fast. you didnt say how you stopped taking them but i hope it wasnt all at once! i was taking a pretty low dose so i was able to edge off of it safely in about 2 weeks. eventually i quit seeking refills and now i dont feel as if i need it and have been that way for over 3 years. i took it for anxiety and not for depression. i did have a really bad bout of depression a few years ago and made it through without meds. IMO ssri's are a temporary fix. I quit them because i didnt want to end up feeling like i need them just to wake up every day. and the few side effects i had were no fun.

you can sell pictures for top dollar these days!! had no idea IMG code could work in an ebay listing. do i put the direct link or the html link inbetween, or just use the IMG code supplied by photobucket? havent tried it yet and am not listing anything again till tomorrow.

my mother get sinus infections a few times a year and just generally suffers from allergies all the time. its only bad for me right when spring hits and right when it starts cooling off. ^unisom is a great sleep aid. takes about an hour to kick in but when it starts working, it really starts working.

Hi. Just wondering how I can put photos in an ebay listing instead of in the photos section so i can avoid spending a few bucks every time i list or relist something? I upload photos to a photobucket acct and ive tried the html and direct links but it doesn't work. I've seen normal listings with photos in them so I know this is possible without using one of the fancier styles. Any help is appreciated.

instrumental band with one album out so far. saw them live a few months ago and my jaw was on the floor the whole time. not metal for the most part, somewhat jazzy at times. this is prob their "heaviest" song. might be your thing, might not. 5o4YJsPWfvY

very good band. for some reason i cant understand, they get a lot of hate. labeled as new fag metal and other similar terms. both corey and matt are awesome guitarists, and their drummer with which they parted ways was pretty badass too. travis smith i think was his name. i think shogun is my favorite album by them. either "shogun" or "insurrection" is my favorite song, but "down from the sky" has one fkn killer intro. any haters, id love to hear your argument. i have yet to hear any valid claims, but if you think you have some, id like to dispute them with you

ive been playing guitar and drums for about 10 years each. the band im currently in i played drums for for 4 years (2000-2004), then i moved away, then ive moved back for a short while so for about 8 months ive been on guitar with the same band. only the lead singer and me and i guess the keyboard player are the original members. 2 guitarists, bassist, drummer, sax/flute player, trumpet/keybord player. we play at the same bar once a month. id sure like to play more often, but 5 of us are married (me not included) and 4 of them have kids (and 2 of them, grandkids o.0) so its more of just get together and jam kinda thing. if i can dig up a decent quality vid of us at our bar, ill put it here. ive taken several but they tend to be shit quality. chobber is also in a band, pretty good one too. he posted a vid in off topic a few weeks ago. im always trying to write stuff and a few months ago in off topic i put up a drum and a guitar vid. if any of you have any way of recording your instruments, i encourage you all to do the same! im working on some other thing that hopefully in a few weeks ill put in there. that section gets a lot more hits than music, and i dont think the admins mind since theres mostly junk threads there anyway. oh yeah, here's what i use in the band. guitar is a schecter c-1 classic. amp is a head from the 80's, a peavey VTM-60. if anyone know what a marshall jcm 800 is, this was peavey's version of that amp. the cab is avatar and the speakers are celestion g12k-85s. im into metal mostly, so my guitar collection consists of a 7 string and an 8 string!

LMAO!!!

dude with a little bit of practice, that second guy could be pretty good. maybe get together a band of others with traditional instruments, make something cool happen.

they're really good, and i dont know why they get so easily labeled by so many people as a band for 15 year olds. great musicianship, great song structure, certainly one of the best mainstream heavy bands around. i think its cool that Mike Portnoy from Dream Theater recorded all of the drums for the new album and will be their touring drummer this summer/fall. I really wonder how well his style is going to gel with that band. I'm seeing them in september

not just a great drummer, he made an awesome backup vocalist too more than likely seeing A7X this september

really too bad we can't see exactly how it landed

imagine how much failing there is before you can do all of this shit and how painful it must be...

^...which is why you always skip like the first 15-20 mins. totally kills the moment(s) i was actually surprised that the subscription rate is highest in utah haahaha.

1/2 a tank of gas